I never wanted to break your heart.
I never asked for you to fall in love with me.
I never asked for the day to come when i had to make that decission to lose you.
It hurts me more then it hurts you...
I only asked for you to love me.
I only asked for you to care.
You never showed it so I never thought you did.
I hurts, still... the thought of losing you.
sometimes I have this feeling that I shouldnt have let you go.
but I made up my mind.
I cant change the past.
Its all i ever wanted, was to feel loved.
Was to feel wanted, needed.
But you never showed any emotion.
I thought you didnt care,
I thought you didnt love me.
Your words seemed so perfect on paper.
But pencil fades and paper rips.
and time after time those papers get lost.
I have nothing left of you but the little pictures you drew, the notes your wrote and the single teddy bear you gave me.
thats it.
nothing more.
But thats all i really cared about.
I only needed you.
But all that I wanted didnt seem to turn out right at all.
In fact it turned out all wrong with you.
we never got along.
we never got alone time and you were always to shy to do anything.
But...
I needed you.
I wanted you.
But you never seemed to notice.
Or well… I never thought you noticed.
But its all behind me now.
You cant change the past.
But you can ruin the present.
by worrying about the future.
So Im moving on.
Im gone.
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Poof!...